by joazze
what’s aching? …..It could be a tension headache, a back pain, a stomach cramp, or an earache, for whatever that is what I feel at the moment, I hope its something that I can always handle nevertheless, I should be seeing a doctor. Well, why I brought up the topic to talk about, it just came into my mind. The reason maybe, I shouldn’t be talking about this in public instead, I should be discussing these things with people who can share with me the aches they had once or many times in their lives… I had encountered many head banged on a wall this year, I don’t know what it really meant but it made me think about a lot of things that happened in my life. I’m talking about a month ago when it came across my mind but now it’s totally different of how I’ve felt before than how I feel now. Once I told a friend, who happens to be there to listen, telling me ‘everything shall pass’, which I then don’t understand exactly what it means but after a few hours I realized , it’s all true. But it took me some time to accept everything on my own, that made me wonder where to get all the strength to be able to cope with all these pains. To me, these were just never ending physical pains and struggles but how can we avoid such even for a while? It could be then a little numbness but in my mind to where the ache lives and stays, this is when we, humans, would like to pretend like animals to be able to express our fears like the beasts on a wild.
